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I've been with my husband for 9 years. He's mentally, emotionally, and financially abusive. I've always made excuses for his behavior, but the last year I can't anymore. I'm stuck here with no support system, 3 kids, & a broken soul. I've tried to leave a few times, but his threats on taking my children away bc he'd have a lawyer & I won't always scare me back. I've figured out a plan on getting back to college so I can get a job to support myself and my kids. Is there any coping skills, or advice you can give to make this time go by more smoothly until I can get out? I feel so dead on the inside, and days like today where he's just down right hateful for no reason really takes a toll on me. He would comment on my weight, and I lost every pound I can possibly lose & he still insults my body.... I kill myself daily scrubbing the house, making sure everything is perfect. I cook amazing meals that are his favorites. I have sex with him in just the manner he likes. I'm not sure if there's something I'm missing.....
I've been with my husband for 9 years. He's mentally, emotionally, and financially abusive. I've always made excuses for his behavior, but the last year I can't anymore. I'm stuck here with no support system, 3 kids, & a broken soul. I've tried to leave a few times, but his threats on taking my children away bc he'd have a lawyer & I won't always scare me back. I've figured out a plan on getting back to college so I can get a job to support myself and my kids. Is there any coping skills, or advice you can give to make this time go by more smoothly until I can get out? I feel so dead on the inside, and days like today where he's just down right hateful for no reason really takes a toll on me. He would comment on my weight, and I lost every pound I can possibly lose & he still insults my body.... I kill myself daily scrubbing the house, making sure everything is perfect. I cook amazing meals that are his favorites. I have sex with him in just the manner he likes. I'm not sure if there's something I'm missing.....
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